100 days

How fast time flies? 25th May 2006 was papa's 100th day anniversary. Raymond, Ivan and I went back to Taiping to offer prayers for papa. May his soul rest in peace. I am still saddened with the fact that papa has passed on and still am trying to accept the reality that I won't be able to see him and talk to him anymore. I pray that he has gone to a better place. I pray that he is reunited once again with mummy.

I understand fully that I have to move on. But many times I caught a tear flowing from my eyes when I think of papa. Maybe it's because the family situation is so screwed up that it is very painful when there are many things that are left unclear.